Today we went to school as usual. I ran over and gave Will his glasses. Then I came back right as Jessica was pulling up. We went to classes as usual and then Tony remembers to tell me the Physics is due and so I scrounge to work on that. I got most of it done during lunch but I didn't quite finish. So after school I had to go to work which was supposed to stop at 6:00 and lasted until 7:45 so when we got home I mowed for about :45 minutes in the dark. So , tommarow I can go have a day to be. I can't wait till tommarow... I really need to figure out what we're going to do tommarow. I can't wait till saturday either. I am wrought with emotion right now but Im too tired to try to wxplain it so i shall tommarow most likely.

Im back

Last night I got back from Greensboro which was alright. Its really ironic how the world works though. The one weekend im gone jessicas mom is out of town. Anyway I got back about 11:00 and was almost home when I have to turn around cause I have somones bag. I called jessica on the way back but the phone kept cutting off and I guess she was tired so i got home. When I woke up this morning i headed for work and there i was till like 7:00. Jessica came to visit me at the stand which made me able to stand the rest of the day but my luck again those customers come at the most inopertune times and I didn't even give her the poper hello or bye, so that kinda sucks. I won't be as busy soon though so thats good. This weekend is prom and i am soooo excited, can't wait to see Jessica in her dress. but more on that as the week progresses.

Yesterday's post

Well yesterday was a pretty good day. I started by turning in my video project and doing the normal. We had the senior picnic and it was cool, but I had to leave lunch early to go. Finally after schoool I ended up mowing part of the yard and working on dinner. When my mom got back with my car I took it over to Jessica's and we went to the lake a while. That was probably the coolest thing i've done in a while next to getting a golf cart stuck in a field. I really wanted to just stay for a while but we had to get back. We went back and sat on the porch and just talked, just she and I it was nice as I said earlier in one of my entries its not what you're doing but who you do it with and that held sooo true. Finally I put my stuff in my car and got ready to leave. I tried to kiss her but I ended up looking like a doof I think. I guess thats the price I pay for being so selective, but its damn worth it. Then today began by my alarm clock waking me up at 5:00am instead of 6:00 am and so I worked on my take home test. When I got to school I ran around the school trying to get my signatures for NHS. When I finally got done the bell had rung and I found Jessica who was wearing this nice skirt ;). So we went to classes as usual and as usual ms. Yates gave us another project. We went to lunch and the other classes and finally when I was about to go out to her car at the end of the day THE office calls, so I had to go up there and I gave her the write up I wrote. I finally went to say bye and her car rider came up so she had to go but hopefully I can tell her bye tommarow. Off to work on some stupid book questions for spanish.

Wow!!!

Today was a hectic day!! I slept later than I have in the past two weeks, then I got up to go see my wonderful girlfriend sing at church. It was weird cause they were Baptising today and it took me a minute to notice the pool behind the pulpit. We went out to lunch and came back, the food was so good but the best part was just seeing her. When she got out of the car I never noticed it cause she usually wears pants but those were some of the hottest legs I've ever seen. WOW! and I almost said something but we were at church and it would have been inappropriate. The rest of the day really doesn't matter except that I just found out shes going to be gone a lot of the summer which is gonna kill me but I'll find a way. I don't know what to do without her its like a drug I guess Im becoming so dependent on. I am truly happy right now I think, I couldn't ask for anything else, I couldn't want anything else.

Long Day

Today was a long day I got up at 6:30 to be at work at 7:00. I got to my stand and found out my scale didn't work, my money box had NO cash in it and my stand wasn't set up all the way, then I looked at how amazing I've been doing this past month and everything was ok. I think I understand what people mean when they say that your life can litteraly 180 in a second. Anyway so I sold produce for most of the day then I went Tux shopping which was cool but I have to go back. I can't wait till prom!! I need to make sure my tux matches and stuff, but I don't want to see the pictures of the dress or anything till prom cause I want to be dumbfounded when I see her. I guess it probably seems stupid but its worth it to me! When I got back to the farm Coley wouldn't stop poping me with arubber band, man she can be annoying but shes still alright. Finally I finished my truck and left will at the farm to close and now I guess im here just thinking.

How do you do it?

Meet me in outerspace
We could spend the night, watch the earth come up
Ive grown tired of that place, wont you come with me
We could start again
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
Meet me in outerspace
I will hold you close, if your afraid of heights
I need you to see this place, it might be the only way
That I can show you how, it feels to be inside of you
How do you it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
Do oh oh oh oh ohYou are stellar
You are stellar
How do you it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, make me feel like I do, yeah


I don't know how but just iming i'm affected. I can't explain it, its not queasy its like your falling fast but not in a bad way its like your chest is tight not like an attack like a giant hug from far away. Your multi tasking deseases and you can only think about one thing, that person. Wow!!! English needs to invent new words, better adjectives.

I am lucky.

I think that she hit it right on the head today. She didn't know it but I do. I came to school congested and tired, so I slept in my car. The next thing I know I forgot about being all sniffly but soon it caught back up to me. All day I looked like a sack of dirt, or horse doo or whatever. Then finally school ended and I put on the taxi sign and took a berage of "can you take me homes?" Finally when all was done I went over to her house, all sniffly again but again it cleared up but this time for a while. I think she truly does have a magical power I don't know how it works but I know it does and thats all there is to say about it. Again what would have been an exhausting day turned out to be wonderful all because of one variable. Thats the easiest math i've ever done: -1000+1 HER = amazing. That is all for now cause I have to do spanish.

Hold back

I'm trying really hard to restrain myself and it sounds weird but I know what im talking about and Im sticking too it but feel free to leave comments.

Tailgating

Wow! we cooked out before the baseball game today and it was so amazing. Hangin out with my friends is always cool, but then when you throw in HER, you can't descibe it! Like it sooo goood you almost don't want to feel it for fear that you're going to explode. Then we went to the farm were good ol tim was just chiilin'. The mexicans came in and that was cool cause its fun to talk to them. But then we went riding on the golf cart out on the big ol farm I made her guess all the plants which was cool, I feel bad though cause she probably gets annoyed with it but she doesn't tell me. My clues suck, and she still gets it right, I don't know if she could do anything wrong, ever. We met my boss who can be a turd sometimes but he wasn't and his daughter was nice too. I think that SHE has a magic power that just amazes people. Anyway then we looked at the rest of the farm and drove around for about an hour. I never knew it was possible to have so much fun doing stuff that seems so simple, but I guess its not what you do but who you do it with.

Well today was a pretty good day. Well except for missing lunch it was really good. If I didn't have to work today it would have been soooo cool cause then I could have hung out but thats the way life is I guess. Tomarrow we're going to go tailgating before the baseball game and thats going to be cool, but Adonia's coming so its going to be awesome. I don't think that my life could get much better except for the obvious things. Well off to state tommarow to see what ill be doing for the next 4 years, which is cool but also sad because I just found what i want, even more than going to state but again thats how life is. Im not going to let anything stand in the way though.

Life is GOOD. I'm not very good at writing and I probably won't be able to write on this thing a lot but anyway ill give it a try. I love my life right now. I think I found the on in 4.4 billion( thats the worlds population). as soon as things are looking up i have to do something else, I guess thats the way the world works. I guess Im going to have to get some money so I can come home like every day, I hope gas goes down. I wish I could quit school and work and evrythign else and go to some island were nothing cost anything and wed name it New Charleston, and we'd have a plane and I wouldn't even have to die to go to heaven.