Well Im getting less and less good at this but Ive been pretty good. I was actually really happy to hear that Jessica had finally found what she wanted and Colby wasn't being a douche and she wouldn't have to deal with this shit any longer but I guess not. I hope it works out for them, and it works soon. I met this girl through one of my friends a month ago and weve been trying to get together but we are both sooo busy. Im just waiting for the opportunity to leave that hallway of doors and walk into the next room. Shes going to state with me but shes living at home soo whatever. Why am I even looking before I get to state am I retarted? I just can't wait for the next month to go by. I cant believe 3 months ago this was to be the best summer of my life then a month ago I was wishing i lived in Australia and now Im good and Im just trying to figure out whether to punch left or duck right. lol The farm is self destructiong like it does every year, and Im trying to save everthing like I always do, trying to take the weight of the world on my shoulders, but you can't do that without hurting your back. Why do I do it? Why do I try so hard to help people like mark who are good but they treat people like shit, I mean I work for him why am I doing his job trying to make sure everythign stays running?
Ps. You said it not me "People don't change" and you are right so just listen to yourself cause you know what to do and whats best, just do it.
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