Florida

Where was I when you were right in front of me? Am i doomed to the fate of insuring everyone elses happiness? I know you like me but your not here and YOU I know you like me but if i ask you you wont admit it but if i dont then you keep holding on. Is this not the constant parodox no matter how it is, you cant be with either one?
I was in Florida and it was perfect all I need was you or you, last year it was Jessica and this year well its you two, you know about her and how much I like her but what I dont think you realize is that i like you just the same. I wanted you to keep coming with us but you have a new life to live. Everytime I saw that beach it was amazing the only problem was who did I want there? You know me inside and out you care more about me than I care about myself and yet you are so calm about it. And YOU, im soo intrigued by you I know so much but theres so much i feel like i dont know. i know about you but i dont know who you are, and i want to. I dont know what to do about you, you show clear interest and it could work if you would let it but you won't infact it seems like you fight it.

Florida

We all realize things too late. Where was I when you were in front of me? I'm confused again its like a death trap. I like two girls one likes me too but lives somewhere else and can't... and the other i know likes me but seems scared to let me know but shes right here and she wont. Why is like a string of conditions? why is it sooo complicated Why? Why? Life is good. I got back from Florida and all i wanted was someone to share it with, thats all Ive wanted last year it was Jessica and now its one of the other two and the two girls are soo diffrent yet so much alike how is this..? Its the question that time will answer. Yet I know that now one of them would date me and the other kinda wants to but in a few years they will find others better than me and I can't change that ill just be left to make sure that everyone else is happy. Im good at that, helping others, but am I so blind that i wont ever be able to help myself?