Florida

We all realize things too late. Where was I when you were in front of me? I'm confused again its like a death trap. I like two girls one likes me too but lives somewhere else and can't... and the other i know likes me but seems scared to let me know but shes right here and she wont. Why is like a string of conditions? why is it sooo complicated Why? Why? Life is good. I got back from Florida and all i wanted was someone to share it with, thats all Ive wanted last year it was Jessica and now its one of the other two and the two girls are soo diffrent yet so much alike how is this..? Its the question that time will answer. Yet I know that now one of them would date me and the other kinda wants to but in a few years they will find others better than me and I can't change that ill just be left to make sure that everyone else is happy. Im good at that, helping others, but am I so blind that i wont ever be able to help myself?