So uh today was goooood I studied with the gilr that i see across the room in calculus everyday. I always thought she was cute but today, when we finally met up, the way she was coughing cause she is slightly sick thats why she wasnt in class this morning. We studied and we seemed to be similar in the way we handled the class. Shes the same major as I for the most part, the way she called me today... never before speaking to me but somewhat shy yet confidnet..."Hey Daniel, right?" it just made my day. She left on a note of I guess im gonna see you tomorrow and that excited me.

Then i went to dance tonight sarah met me in my building... i was laying there resting waiting for her to come to me in both senses. Then all of a sudden I awaken to a jerk and "Good morning sunshine" with a beautiful smile. We walk and talk like we normally do, and she just seems to cloister to me more. Ever since I wrote that note and gave it to her shes been acting nicer. We danced and it was FUN without emotional ties... just the way she felt next to me, the way she was across from me and she learned at my same pace, the way that when I messed up she got ajitated but didnt get mad and just smiled and we reset. We kept going till we got it then we just looked at each other and smiled. She and I both got kinda tired by the end of the 2.5 hours so we left I mean we were both zoning out. We walked back and talked and her friend called her. She got off the phone and i could tell that her friend needed help so i asked her about what was up. Sarah told me that it was some guy that she and her friend were'nt sure about and her firend inda liked. She said hes kinda wishy washy and we can't tell and in the back of my head i was thinking that it was probably them that was screwing with him and he was decisive, but i didnt say it. So we walked and talked a few minutes and then she brought it up one last time. this time though something felt her gaze come upon me as I was slightly in front walking, as she said "But hes a really nice guy" as she said this something made me feel that she was also talking about me too and it made me feel good. We walked the remaining 300 feet and I split off saying "im gonna sit out here a while" hoping she would at least think to come but nope it was too cold and she had too much to do. So I chatted a minute and she said HEY LETS dance monday too cause we're had some space lately and i could kinda feel like theres a small chance, maybe the fact that I was so honest and really like her sunk into her head and shes gotten past not giving me a shot, cause ive earned it. IDK but i do care i want to have a shot but im not gonna work for it until she lets me know i have it, till i know she wont fight the natural mesh. I said ill call you later and she seemed happy with that like "sure id like that." Anyway I wished her a goodnight and she told me not to freze to death.


I dont know i feel like a little confused but in a good spot... the girl that i like and the girl that i near about fell off the world for are right around here. I feel like sarah's really geting through her head WHY NOT hes not gonna throw everything away. But i also have to realize that she may have just stuck me further in the friend zone but it seems like thats not a bad place either. Idk and Jillian really cute the way she just is and responded, I honestly think that she could probably pull me past sarah unless sarah does something soon and like i said im kicking back and talking to jillian, sarah seems to be trying to make the friendship work atleast and then maybe shell keep going until we hit something else.