Wow!!! im in colorado and everything is GREAT!!! Not. i wish it was. Its going alright but I can't stopp thinking about you. I do for a few minutes THEN BLAM "Oh this mountain is soooo pretty I bet SHE would like it, but NO I can 't even call to tell her about it. I don't know what to do Ive tried to let go like i have before but NO. I think its time to stop letting go, and not fighting. I fight at school when something goes wrong! So why not NOW. Because I cant hurt her more than I have, but i didn't hurt her she hurt US. But I don't care she was doing what she thought was right, and I think it WAS right and is right now. Next week Ill have to revisit this. Right now i have to enjoy myself to the best of my ability!!