"Let her Cry"

The title was jsut what i was listening to when I wrote this.

"If the sun comes up tomorrow let her be" Well today is tomorrow and the sun is out despite being slightly cool and windy. I felt like shit when I woke up at 9 to go to breakfast... (How ironical Hotel California just came on right now :) "Such a lovely place, such a lovely face" "We are all just prisoners here...can't kill the beast" Ive never listened to this song so hard before this song is sooo true and makes so much sense right now. "You can never leave" I said would never leave. WOW!...anyway back to the blog) Every other swallow was not that of food but the mucusy substance due to the OBNOXIOUS amounts of pollen in the air. So I came back to my room took a few medicines.. laid down for an hour and slept.
When will got back we went to Case, the athletic and best dining hall on campus, for lunch. The walk over there was refreshed... it was weird I hate awoken sick sorta napped and now the day was clearer than it had been for weeks. I saw my friends and we talked about the great weekends we had so I went to class. When I got to class I sat FRONT AND CENTER, usually I sit back a little and to the side but my friend said she wouldn't be there so I sat up front. The first thing I noticed was that this girl that sits in the front was looking very cute today and then I realized why I had always thought she looked so cute, her eyes and nose the way they meshed reminded me of someone and I just realized it. But the teacher entered the room and the first thing she said was there would be no quiz today. I was thinking HELLLL YESSS! then she continued to say that we had no more quizzes for the rest of the year. We proceeded to learn and unlike most days I watched, I learned, I took notes, I understood what the hell we were actually doing!
After class ended normally I would go to Chem lab but that was canceled for the week so I came back to my dorm in the bright warm sun. As people passed I smiled, I said hello to the many I knew I did one of those crazy 360 spin things you see in the movies, I felt alive. I stopped by the FYC desk to see Eilene and she said shed be over at 4 to do the chem... so she got here we did ALL of the HW for the week. I dont know what it is but sometimes we'll be joking around and then she looks into my eyes and STARES for 5 complete seconds. The thing is she has a boyfriend whom shes been with for 1.5 years now, I think. But that doesnt stop her from staring at me. It confuses the shit outta me, will tells me daily "SHE WANTS THE DICK" but I just laugh and sigh.
Anyway its time to eat and thats what Im gonna do. More work to do tonight, then maybe go do more work with Dri Dri, shit I dont know what tonight may hold.