Wierd

The worst thing about having sooo much fun is that it leaves you with that far to fall. I said I was sooo happy thursday night, I was right and now Im waiting for that again... after we leave the library I think we'll talk again, Im chipping away this time. The orange i was looking for is across the room and its gleaming... shining. but I dont know, it shines and i sit here, is it ready to be picked because this particular type is very hard to tell. The juices of this orange are very sweet due to the thick rind which also makes it hard to tell the ripeness. I think it will ripen just fine but im also waiting for the grapes to be ready too.
Shes sitting there with one of her friends from class, they are studying but still I feel jealous I want to be over there beside her, we just went and got tea from the coffee shop but I want to be with her again now. This weekend I had been drinking and I was were I shouldnt have been, but I was there just the same and she called... she called me at 330am at that late hour who was she calling... me she was thingking about me but I was doing somthing else. I texted her the next day and she was excited to hear from me but then she never messaged me that night... I called her and she had been asleep so I told her to go back to sleep but now Im here... this is gonna be a rough week, I have to keep up my intensity and vigor but not try to hard, I have to be me, be calm, get the girl, yet I have 4 exams... how do you do that? I dont know now but ill tell you next week.