Not denying anything but expecting

I don't deny the fact that I have asked, I dont deny the fact that there have been many others the same as me who have asked. But I do deny that i expect it to work, I do deny that I expect anything anymore. I dont speak of one person I speak of people...I dont feel like I could ask a person the color of an orange and expect a correct answer. But do I not ask do I not try NO, I do ask, I do try, I dont stop. Life isnt based on expectation is based on what is, Ive learned in the past few years NOTHING is granted, nothing is free. Just last semester I took a test... got the answer to a question right but my computer cut off I wrote down my answer anyway I wrote out the question... all the choices and the choice I chose I even wrote why... had it signed as legitimate by the TA presiding but did I recieve credit... no I dropped 1.5 letter grades for no reason and all I got was "I DONT CARE WHAT HAPPENED." I dont expect, I didnt expect anything the other day and you know what I was pleasantly surprised because I got something back. I got words that meant more than the any number on any transcript on any check, I got a sorry, and I got sincerity. Im not asking to be your one in a million, im just asking to be in the top half of the million. And while I expect nothing I do expect to be expected of and I will expect that and meet those who make expectations.

You asked me never to leave you then. I said I wouldnt leave and I wont. You ask me to be lonely with you. What is it that YOU expect? I may not be set on one person but dont think my resolve is any less strong. I will be here I will not leave, others may come... some may stay forever some may go in a minute... but few will always have a seat at my table and that you have and should ALWAYS expect to have cause it will always be there.