Wow

Wow... this week has been soooo full of work... we will see how it goes next week. I am way excited about going to wilmington this weekend. I have nothing really new, Ive talked to Sarah last night... Ive gone past that and going and doing my own thing has been good. Weird thing though... most of the girls that were messaging me... talking to me... etc. just stopped all of a sudden I texted a few last week and they never responded, so I left it alone and tried one of them again during the spring game yesterday... NOTHING. Someone told me the other day, just start from scratch throw eerything out and start new. I am trying to start new but I never really realized how hard it was to throw away everything youve had and go to something unknown, Im a fairly proficient friend maker but it seems like those skills are not what they once were. Im gonna try to hit th gym EVERY day this week to get back in the shape I want for the summer, I can lose a pound or two... get some abs done, raise my bench by 10 pounds in the next 2 weeks and I will be happy. Happy for me and doing it cause I want it, i mean maybe a little cause I feel like thats whats wanted of me but for me for the most part.