I just got my test back for which I was praying to get a 75 nope... I got a 92 and I should have gotten a 98 but I was being dumb. I went to office hours for Diff Eq yesterday and I swear I hate that class... its just sooooo abstract, I mean I can be that sometimes too but not to this extent.
Honestly this morning I woke up at 7 from which I fell asleep about 3 and I was wired, I went in an killed my quiz. Then I just sat with the guy beside me joking cause our teacher is insane and you learn nothing from him. I dont know... I know if Im there I may as well take notes, but I just don't, there's something there that would allow me to sketch portraits of the class with a full charcoal set as opposed to take notes.
As I said the universe is back in orbit I talked to someone last night, I was affirmed of what I already was thinking, I just had to talk it out. I was never trying to get back into her life in that way, I was just coming to see how everything was. I just got wrapped up in the whole feel of it all. Its been so long since Ive been around someone that cared about me in that way, that seemed to appreciate who I was. In fact she was the last girl I have really fallen for with success, the other still teases me and plays dumb. So in this post I have to apologize if she thinks that I was mad or if i have motives beyond caring. I realize her master plan and I didnt mean to fall in the way, for her sake and for my sake alike, I have gotten back up and to the side. I just hope that she knows like I said previously that I will always care and that to a lesser extreme she will always have a diluted effect to that of her toxin. But I will remember that she is poisoned and now destined to a singular path for he is her antidote and poison alike. While I have managed to broaden my path I dont know where it goes or who else lies within it my body is still strong and the list of medicaments larger, I just hope I find my prescription soon.
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If you want to compare...if you are just but one body in the universe, you would be a rogue comet that travels the universe, coming within the gravitational pull of so many planets and stars as you zip along, pulled by these gravities of stellar objects just long enough to change your course, but not long enough to snag you up completely...and so you continue to travel until that day you come upon the perfect star, the perfect force in your life...and when that happens, you will settled into an orbit around that pull...and that star will exert enough pull on you that you will never slip away, never get away, even if you tried, the gravity would be too serious...
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